“The Second One” by Ava Robinson

Issue 18 / Summer 2019 / Abortion Ban Protest Special Issue   Twenty-five is not seventeen. Essie’s body is different now. As she climbs down the subway stairs, her knees twinge, clicking through the motions. She can feel it, each step-down. She doesn’t run down...

“No Hard Feelings” by Shannon Lange

Issue 18 / Summer 2019 / Abortion Ban Protest Special Issue   I have given birth to three sons—two living and one dead. The one who died was my first, when I was 22; he lived for an hour. He was a breech birth, so I needed a Caesarean—I never held him or saw him....

“Becoming Jane” by Jerri Bell

Issue 18 / Summer 2019 / Abortion Ban Protest Special Issue   Naval Support Activity Hospital, DaNang, Vietnam February 1968   A corpsman brought in the Marine lieutenant with the liberty pass and clean, pressed uniform—rear-echelon motherfucker, Jane...

“time-lapse of girlhood” by Uma Menon

Issue 18 / Summer 2019 / Abortion Ban Protest Special Issue   as i grow up i learn to spit out words of distaste to bite only the cookies that are under-baked to rename my identity out of spite   in response my mother tells me that she who asks for...

“Anything Untouched” by Amy Jarvis

Issue 18 / Summer 2019 / Abortion Ban Protest Special Issue   I find out I probably can’t get pregnant during the worst month of my life. Those are two half-lies, only because the actual words my doctor used were “your uterus is a tricky environment,” and the...